2012 *en

I miss your voice in my phone

I miss your crazy mails when I get home

It s weird when you want to write for someone(no more to....)

Why do you (I) need these words

*He wanted to find only true love

I only give  true love

That s me

But  A.P man, did understood a little of me

He was just interested  to meet someone

When he talked to me           it was according this poor plan

In meeting just someone…    I was just a choice

I meant nothing…more at the end

*I love quality emotions

A.P showed  me in action how was everything in a quantity meter

Three months later, some discussions..and after I have kissed three

He comes in my mind

In a sudden, so many times

And he frightens me

The worst?

No more 'us', many days ago the end 

occured of this foolish game

It s just a face now

In my dreams

in my lost thoughts

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - his final..words..it is funny,it was a boy who always seemed to forget...Anyway

"I don t know if we are soul mates

Or just mates"

 "Only God knows if we ever.."

"As much as i wanted to love you...anymore"

You had Only rush A.P to find her..

My feelings meant so nothing to you..

But as much As I wanted to trust you..you did not deserve it…

lost...words inspired by my "mails"(september2012)
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